LOST COUNT

There were so much happenings within the last 2 mths that i lost count of all the issues which i wanted to put here. I'm back here again on this beautiful sunday. Well, let me try to flashback as much as possible on wat happened here.

VIRUS
My streamyx connection was disconnected (as usual) and took a few reports b4 they reset the port. This was during the Raya holidays. So, i had quite quiet days during the raya holidays at home catching up my house chores and relocating some shelves to other corners. When finally they reset the port, i couldn't surf to any damn websites or even login to msn. Yes....my comp got virus. It affected the browser. And then i had to reformat my pc. I reformatted the pc and when i went online, immediately i got another virus, almost instantly. I got the Sasser worm. I found the patch but somehow the performance of the pc got slower till the point i couldn't stand it. I reformatted the pc the 3rd time and finally now, is working fine.

KLAFW
Last week was the KL-Asia Fashion Week. It was a great show indeed and i guess the organizer did a good job even though there were some criticism here n there. But of all the nights, i think the CNN sponsored night was the best as the top 12 local designers gave their best show at avenue K, rooftop. I wanted to include some pics here but i haven't got my photoshop software installed yet. maybe you all can check it out at Yongshen's blog. There were some nice shots too. O ya...on the last night of the show, one of the model's tube came down.......ahhhhh...and i missed it! coz i was bz trying to make a clear focus on the model.

EVENTS
Mth of November was most hectic as there were so many events to attend. Had to attend, just becoz had to make contacts. There were many launches and clubing events. BUt sadly, most of the DJs that came this mth didn;t play their best. Most friends tot we spend a lot on our clubing nites. What they didn't notice is that we dont pay cover when we go to these events and maximum, we spend only RM15 for the beer. On some nights, we don't event drink at all. Sound a bit cheapskate la.. ya..well, what to do. Times are hard these days. But most importantly is that we go to most of these events for the music n dance. Is kinda personal. I really do not know how to explain in words. Imagine, 3 blokes in zouk, enjoying n grooving away without much chat and drinks. Of coz, there were times we did feel boring and kinda tired of these clubing nites. Since i am doing the magazine, i feel that by knowing what is going on around in some of these places are a good thing coz i'm updated all the time. Some say i am giving excuses coz i wanted to go clubing. erm.... given a choice, i would rather stay home and play some computer games or go date some girls out for movie. What kinda research or things i can find out at these clubs, u may ask. Well, one thing is we know which club is most frequented and by what kind of people, what kind of music they play and where are these clubbers go or choose when there are some events clash on the same day. By updating myself, i guess is easier to have conversation as i know what they are talking about. Like I only came across "Morning Class" 3 mths ago. Even though i knew this place for over a year but i didn;t know thre is such term. So, if you don;t know what is it...try asking around :)

Magazine
Gettin much response and feedback. Of coz we can do better than what we are doing now. Only setback is we are not supported by some big companies etc. And manpower is another issue which is hard to tackle when there weren't much funds to play around. On doing this magazine for so many mths, i noticed there were many ppl came into my life and helped in many ways. maybe they didn't know how much i appreciate their help or maybe their help is expected much in return frm me. I wish i could accomodate and make them happy with all their requests. There were many a times when i was almost at a breaking point. Somehow, i know i can't give up yet as there were too many ppl i wan to return the favour and also for myself. When i flipped thru the pages, i kinda complimented myself as i did went thru and brought all those articles n pics in. Not an easy task but i managed to pull it thru. of coz not forgettin those ppl who helped and executed the magazine. There are many problems which ppl can;t see. The work and problems are so much that sometimes i don;t even know which one to tackle first. When i think back how i started a year ago, i guess i had brought this burden to myself as though i was predestined to take up such path. Who would in the sane mind take such a risk to do a magazine? I did. i dunno why. Maybe bcoz i saw an opportunity. Maybe i wanted to survive. Maybe, i was destined to walk this path and carry those burden to understand what is the meaning of 'struggling to success'. I had brought this thing onto myself. And now, the 'real' weight is coming down on me. How would i fare?? Whatever happen in the next mth, it happens for a reason.

god bless.

Dunno what to do..

erm...is almost 1 am now. Just watched vcd, a chinese movie starring Jordan Chan. Written some things earlier but deleted it. Just wan those to know that i really appreciate their help. MOre obstacles now. More burden. More stress. Yesterday vomitted. Not food poisoning. Maybe hungry for too long. Now having headache. Very tense at the back of the neck. it should be the stress. well, had to carry on. Must push harder. well, no pics from me unless you wan to see some other stuffs. Hope to post some pics for you all to see la. Meantime, gotta rest.

Need Motivation Booster!!!

Is that time again. Lazy to do work. Work is piling up. Procastinated for so long liao. There are 101 things to do. So much work, so little time. I thought i was superman but these 2 weeks, seems like the power has vanished. Been downloading this 'Queer Eye for the Straight Guy' to watch. Is a great show, i must say. So, is gonna be another tough week for me as i have procastinated in most of my tasks and i will need to finish them up the coming week. A lot of appoinments.......haih. No new photos at the moment. So, hopefully i can update somethings later on. meantime, i am goin to get my mind and spirit up.

I'm BACK !!! and I'M FAT !!!!!

yeh...i'm back and it's time to clear some cobwebs here.
well, many things happened in the past month.
car broken down halfway. had to kena towed.
in fact, i think we din really go clubing after the genting event.
All seems tired alredy.
Of coz i wud like to share as many things with you like;
we found a very good place to chill and so on...
and i always wished to put on a little weight, ....ya...my dreams came true.
i put on a few pounds. My face looked a bit rounder. My cheeks droop a little.
Ya...sign of old age!! Dammit! And my waist...erm...just say, when i changed clothes at the changing room in dept store, i nearly fainted when i looked at the person in front of me. My goodness, i can't imagine how i could let my future gf see this. I also wan to vomit. Imagine she see me naked....i guess she'll hold her breathe and pretend i looked sexy.....yuks!!!
This is not happening...haha. well, dunno is good or bad. maybe i ask the next girl whom she gonna see me naked..maybe right before she vomits...hahahaha...
well, this is mua, in my latest look....actually, i just combed the opposite direction for a change. this is the best pose for now....enjoy !!

Restless

ahh...thursday today. very restless. a lot of things to do but dun feel like doing. it's kinda hot out there. cud it be the weather? i made french toast...yaya....about 8 pieces of 'em. and then put some peanut butter on it...voila! Kimgary's french toast! can't do work here. it's extremely hot n warm. think i'll go 1 utama. ahh..ya la....ok la...i go 1 utama. dammit. sweating here. another one of those days when u can't make any appoinments.

Left side to Right Side or Right Side to Left Side

ahh..the title caught ur attention leh...
yes..i wan you to try do this for a few hours when you go out.
if you always put your wallet on the right side of the pocket, try putting on the left side.
if you always put your hp on the left side, try put on the right side.
if you wear your watch on your left hand, try wearing it on the right hand.
do it for a few hours.

you'll be surprised !
no...you won't strike a lottery.
no...you won't get your prince charming (who knows, huh)
no...there won;t be a raise.
no...your ex will not call you.
no..your computer won't kena virus (perhaps)
no...you won't pokai.
but you will feel rather silly. enjoy !

the breakdance - the wave'

here...let me show you how to breakdance!!!:

merdeka

merdeka eve. was at zouk. have to work a bit le. credits go to Yong shen n Ian for taking time off to take photos. they are the best. kudos.


and there are a few more photos of the IndepenDANCE @ genting



http://independance.MyPicGallery.com

IndepenDANCE

rite. the party is over and everyone enjoyed one way or the other. the party wasn't as great as the Salem but is commendable of this proportion. about 10,000 ppl last nite? i guess so. Ah..main DJ din make it (Max Graham). Now i know why they close at 4am. It is really damn loud and u could hear the music frm the First World hotel. the party, overall, OK la.

sharon n ian showing how patriotic they were. on the way up, see how foggy it was.

our buffet dinner. the watermelon came rolling down. the ppl who did not want to eat at 1st. then found themselves having more than they could digest=). talking about dinner...keke...i ate 2 plates of chicken rice with muttom meat, roasted chicken, tao foo, fish and vege. 1 bowl of mushroom soup. 1 plate consisting slices of beef, chicken ham, ham, red beans in salad, hot dog salad and of coz lastly, a nice cup of coffee. hehe.

we were locked frm the outside!! ya..we walked down to mike's room frm the exit since it was only 2 floors below us and we found that the door is locked frm the outside. so, we had to call mike to open the damn door for us.

i din manage to take much pics. the best pics are all with ian. these are 2 which i took when i was pissed high after drinking half bottle of mixed liquor in the mineral water which we brought in. O...and not forgetting, 1 n half can of beer plus a half pax of neat whisky given to me by a fren. of coz not forgetting the cigi my fren gave me.

the PLUs....oops. no la. this is mike trying to be gayish. taken while waiting for Ian n the rest of the girls to come out frm the casino. well, party's over and we are back here. i think i do need a longer vacation. the thought of starting work is killin. stil kinda blur blur now. if you wanna look at more pics frm my camera, go to this link

http://independance.mypicgallery.com/

there'll be more. will post once i get hold of them. :)

The hours b4 goin up to genting

OK....time now is 1pm. all preparing to go liao. erm..i din get any 'gears'. duno y. maybe long time din take liao. the thought of the gear coming down is dreadful. haha. erm..listening to Paul Oakenfold New Yor UNderground now. still remember how i started and the 1st gig or rave party was paul oakey in 1999. that was awesome. so, why dun u guys wait for some photos to be posted here then. meantime, gonna pack... :)

Updated !!!

aLright. Was finding a better topic here. Would have updated last week but that wasn't very good coz i was down and complaining that the world's gonna come to an end for me. Things are better now. I'll just write what comes across my mind now. Yup....my slipper was stolen!!!! Damn....i liked it so much. I bought at pasar malam for only rm10. And now it's gone :(

I've been working round the clock these days. Almost lost my soul. Didn't even have time to tidy up my hall. Yup....there's nutin much happening except work frm day and nite. O ya..i put on some weight , i guess. Thanks to sarah. Erm..my cheeks are drooping. haih.....this is bad, man. Is a sign of ageing. No wonder so many girls call me uncle now. Last year, still can escape as a 27 yr old recycled teenager.

A lot of ppl are going to jam up at Genting this weekend for the party. The excitement is not there yet. But it may be a good time to go there to relax a bit and also escape the dust and pollution here. I missed my 'Yau Char Koey" dip in black coffee up there. hehe. And FYI, William Hung is indeed coming to M'sia in November, performing in Genting. So, you may wan to 'Bang Bang' all the way up there to see him.

Watched a bit of "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" , starring Jim Carrey. Should be a touching movie. A story about erasing memories about their loved one. Ahh...imagine the pain of not able to let go or forget your ex. I understand that feeling. But i had experienced worst 10 yrs ago. It's almost goin insane. Luckily, my frens around me that time din really give a damn. I had to learn to stand up by myself. Took me 8 mths to erased that feeling and be much stronger man. It's good. I love it. It's a life experience that kenot be thread with anything else. I take all things bad with stride now. Well, let's not say so loud, huh. Like the old chinese sayings, women can bring downfall of a man (i hope i say it rite...keke). Or Behind every man's success, there's an ass....(erm...got such thing ar..hehe).

wow...look at that sausage. yummy....

NIght LIfe

rite...time now is 3am. gees...i came home about 2am, on a thursday nite....haih. well, went to kl to meet a fren to discuss a bit on the mag. Went to Frangipani, met the owners. Got kissed. Saw a pretty boy sitting alone at the bar. wonder if he was waiting to be picked up. Had a cocktail. saw a couple..kissing for like 30mins. then we went to atmos to meet up another person there. Bliss gonna be officically 'dead' soon. Look out for the 'funeral' next mth. yup....the nitez and the clubing scene is kinda 'dead'. ppl dun go for the DJ or the kind of music they play. It's a horrible scene out there. sad. anyway, i felt lost after tonight. just felt i couldn't catch up with all these 'happenings' at nite. ppl partying on wednesday n thursday nites....duhh...dun they need to work the next day?? well, if you know anyone (young blood who likes the nite scenes) and wouldn't mind writing for free or for interests....lemme know. o yah...a fren of mind was bored the other day, complaining old etc etc. well, here's ur remedy....go out...go to ur nearest sundry shop or supermarket. Shop around. buy a tub of ice-cream. go back home. switch on the music n enjoy :P i took a few photos...but kinda lazy now. maybe post something interesting after friday :)

cover- august issue

due to unforseen circumstances, this issue is a bit late.
coming out this weekend.
on the cover is Laila Ali, the daughter of Muhammad Ali - the infamous boxer of the 70's.

WHY ?? WHY ???

Why do you all call me when i am in the toilet?? Do you all know when i go toilet?? Are you all watching me?? This happened too many times. Why people call me when i'm shitting?? There'l be phone calls coming in each time i go to shit. No shit, no phone calls. When i bath, no calls. Only when i shit!!!! why????? Everytime i go to shit, i always tell myself, "sure got phone calls coming in..." and true enuff....it rang n rang n rang.... I wan to shit in Peace!!

Up Up and AwAY..

these are some pics i took while on da plane to Penang. Window sit next to the emergency door. How's dat for a comfort flying :) I met my old college fren, Sean who has been working in the Sun paper for 10yrs. I thought i was goin to be alone on this trip. It's really nice to catch up on old times. Din manage to take a photo of the stewardess sitted opposite us. Her name is Diana. Very friendly n pretty. Her diamond platinum ring on her finger also very big.



i always like to look out frm the plane and see the clouds below and up the infinity sky.below is the dvd i'd been loooking for ages. At last..i found it in penang!!! Yahooooo...i can watch this film umpteen times n not get bored. and that was my room. the number is 333. nice,huh!



and lastly, this is the pic taken when i was on my way back to kl. it was clear blue sky above the clouds. but later, as we sank under it, it was kinda cloudy sky over kl. it's amazing, isn't it? it gives me peace and a sense of wonder.



for more pics, click here :

PENanG